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Feel kinda lost
princess, sookylahlah
I feel really lost when I stare out at the world full of hatred, homophobia, sexism and racism. I don't want to be a part of such negativity. I want to be someone better than that, to promote love, peace and kindness. Yet people look at me like I'm the one with the problem.

I feel like I don't belong anywhere. If I just stopped posting everywhere, no one would really give a fuck. And that's fine, I write for my own reasons, I take photos for my own fun. But I guess a part of me hoped that perhaps I would get to know others better ...but I think social media just makes me feel even more disconnected at times.

I watch all these people having fun with their friends both in real life and online... and I wonder, how did they connect and click with eachother?

I am a failure as a friend. I get too wrapped up in my own world and weeks/months pass and I realise I haven't seen people for ages.

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Lefties always win given a long enough timeframe. Sure, the world is full of dumbfuck bogans but look how far we have progressed socially in the past thousand years. It's just a slow, slow process.

Everyone uses social media to post the good things in their life and generally avoid the bad - nobody has a life as good as their Facebook profile makes it seem. It helps to remember this when you're stalking people while feeling like a loser.

As for making friends... it's stupidly hard but reach out to people you like, try getting more involved in things you have an interest in, and accept that you might get hurt or disappointed... but you might not too.

I can't wait to boot this shitty government out and I desperately hope the majority of the country is in agreement.

People do tend to talk themselves up and only show the good stuff. I'm probably guilty of that too... and just vent all the shitty stuff here.

I need to be a little more proactive in organising things. Been pretty lazy lately.. winter makes me not want to leave the house!

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