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I need to have minor surgery soon.
princess, sookylahlah
Today was my day off and it was far from relaxing. I finally had the specialist appointment that my GP referrred me onto a while ago after my pap smear results weren't looking good. And so the gyno confirmed that things aren't all clear and I need to have surgery under anasthetic to remove the bad cells. If left untreated, this things can become cancer. It's only a short procedure at a day clinic. So I should be mostly ok the next day but I won't be able to drive home on the actual day due to the anasthetic. They booked me in right away for the end of this month.

I'm just so terrified and shocked about it all.... plus it's going to cost close to $2000.

I came home and told mum. Cried. My parents hugged me a lot and said it will all be fine and not to worry about the money. Even if it is a fairly simple procedure, I've never had to go to hospital for anything before. So that unknown causes me a whole lot of anxiety. Also I have a fucking huge phobia of needles and their going to put me under anasthetic, which I've also never had before. I have heard the anasthetic itself can make you very nauseous. ... or it can just kill you if you're allergic.

I'm scared :(