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  • Mon, 03:45: Fell asleep on the couch no probs but now I’m in my actual bed I can’t stop rolling around restless.
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Small talk and lies
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"How are you?" people say.

"I'm fine" I say.


But it's rare that I'm actually telling the truth. I just say I'm fine because I don't want to publicly declare that everything is not fine.

Admitting you feel bad only makes things worse. It only makes people start to pick apart your brain.

I can't say out loud that I hate myself. I can't say I'm a loser. I can't say I'm a terrible person. I can't say I'm useless. I can't say I wish I just didn't exist.

Because all people can say to you is "you're not any of those things!" 

No, I'm fine. I'm all grown up and have everything together. 

I'm totally not sad and lonely sometimes and definitely not depressed. That was the old me.